Monday, June 30, 2008

As of now


Right now I don’t know where I stand in his life. I wanted to cry, I wanted to just shut off this feeling, I wanted to look for someone else who will be there for me, and I wanted to kill this heart.

It is starting all over again, the same feelings, the same premonition that they just love me for materials things. They just love me for the things that I can give to them, but what about mine. I know love shouldn’t be selfish, that it’s better to give than to receive, but I also have needs, I wanted to have someone that will think that I am his everything, that I am special.

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